I don't know what the hell I've done to end up on the bad side of karma but I appear to be stuck here. I can't seem to get ahead of this mess I am constantly finding. I'm really trying to take the high road and search for the personal growth in each situation but I am running out of optimism. It feels like getting hit by a bus and right after I stand up with a bent over back and wobbly knees, the rug I am standing on gets pulled out from under me and I am back on the ground.
Don't worry, these things will pass. They always do. But I am going to stay in the house with the doors locked until it does because January has really sucked. From the start to the end and everywhere in between. I think 2016 will have to start over 2/1 for me.
I am laughing because I started 2016 with a "joy/happiness" jar. Lately the best thing I can put in there is that "I am happy my carton of milk didn't turn sour over night" (but sometimes it has)!
People always tell me "Oh you are so strong." But even the most strong people find weakness from time to time. I hope this string of events is about to end and I can get back on the good side of the world. I think my turn is up. And might I say, Thank you Karma for the reality check. Should I ever feel full of myself or brag my life is good, I will remember this lovely month in 2016 to keep me humble.
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